time is all i need, right?

what am i doing here? what am i thinking about right now? where am i heading to next?

its been awhile since i last blogged. so hello blog. happy thoughts eh? so.. in a situation im in now, sth needs to be done. before things get worse and much more complicated. and i realise, im still waiting. waiting for what, im not so sure. maybe because i still need more time. hows the single life? in a way... i like it. in an awkward way, i get to discover and know myself more. not that i didnt know myself when i was in a relationship. its just more and confirmed this time. and my friends, i love them. they have helped me in so many ways. so as to my parents and my siblings. :')

time oh time. i finally know you are one of the most important thing everyone needs to appreciate and treasure. im such a busy lady, i can lose track of time and forget things. im such a forgetful person. oh and dayum, i think ive changed. i am probably more rude than ever now. but when i think abt it, maybe because i built this wall around me because i want to protect myself. its really hard to trust who comes next y'knw. and i cant afford to get hurt, it sucks like shit. pierce right through the heart hurt. fck, i dont wanna go back there.