crazy as can be, confused as ever, mind blank and heartbreaking

FCK. never knew it would be this hard. what am i suppose to do? i wanna do sth, i do. But what can i do? What should I do? I tried but sth is still missing. I look all relax and calm but inside thousands and thousands and millions and millions of questions and worries and confusion are running in me! I dont knw, i really dont knw know anymore. what if someone stops trying? what if one is not good enough for the other? what if its just not the right time? WHAT IFS? i really have this deep feeling for you but i just dont...always say it. i dont wanna be the one whose in love with someone who may not love me. i dont even knw if you feel the same way towards me. i dont even knw if you mean it when you say "i love you". WHY AM I THINKING SO MUCH? i'm tired of thinking, i am. :S everytime i see you, i just wanna hug you tight but i just..dont knw. whats wrong with us, really? D: