hello once more.

Hello. Yes, once more. its always been a long time.

hmm, im not sure where to start. life has been happening while im away. Suddenly had the urge to blog. I'm not sure why. Let's see. This year is a critical year. why? because its SPM year. to most or some, its just a normal year. SPM isn't a big exam to them. well, i think it is. It is also critical because it is our last year. not to all as some are staying for senior three. but for those who are going to leave after this year i dont know about you but i am definitely going to miss all of this. All of what i have right there and here, in high school. Come to think of it, high school is really a big part of our life. No matter how bad or good it was. It is a big part. I know I cannot stay in high school and be a teenager for my whole life but what I'm trying to say is treasure every moment of it. Be naughty, be good, be crazy, have fun, laugh as much as you can, cry as much as you can, study your ass off, you know, just yah just do what you can.

I cannot really imagine my life after high school. Everything will be different. so so different. I'm going to be on my own. Far away from family and friends. I'm just so sad to leave home and i hate it when people leave. but they leave all the time right? Although high school isnt over yet, most of my friends are already leaving. i hate it but what is it that i can do? hmm i just hope every one of my friends and people out there, they will do their best and live life. never have i regretted meeting each of you. all of you are already part of my life. I'm a combination of the people around me.

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Hello, how are you? How have you been doing? It is so funny and weird how these things work and happen. How someone who you have known and spend so much time and been through for so long to becoming someone who now you dont know at all and just someone who walks pass by. Thats right the movie; strangers, again explains it all. You know they never really went away, they never will. Its only possible to minimize these feelings. Its hard, i know. But its okay. I just hope that when you find someone new, she would love and be true to you and to understand you. That goes same to you. You were my first love. Now, I've got to just live life. It is not the end of it yet.

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