indescribable

its complicated how we are. you never seem to know when theres sth wrong between us. and it makes me sad cause that would make me feel like im always the one causing the problem cause i pointed it out when it dont seem like there is. Is this happening because of my selfishness? have i been too selfish? :S

i dont knw but i just need to be reassured. not by words. not by sweet sugar-coated words. but by the little things you do to show me you love me. that is if love is the word. lately, i think we've both been lost. i just wish we could get back on track. and starting from today, i will give it my best to get us back on. ily