breaking down all of a sudden, whenever it just cross my mind. having to always feel this way before going to bed. waiting for texts. trying so hard to make it all better. always saying its okay in the end. want to talk but sth is always in the way. miss you like crazy. need sayang. im tired. tired of this feeling. makes me want to crawl to bed and not think about anything.
that very day, i was really hoping to go out so we can spend time together. but no. thinking for whats best for the two of us, after exams sounds good. but now that its already after, there wasnt any.
but i never want to give up. i have said what i said. and mean what i said. i love you. i will keep trying.
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