There's so many things going on in my head, i just feel like putting a pause to my brain just so i could relax and not think so much. Sometimes i get so angry so fast just because and then those who have nothing to do with it gets hurt. I don't want that to happen, it sucks. And the only way to not let the others' to get involve with, i keep quiet and try not to think about it. I'll close my eyes and listen to some songs or either just stare into something and think about happy moments.
And sometimes when i tend to think so much, i get frustrated and it'll affect almost everything including my studies. Then i'll try to calm down before i start studying again and during that period of time, my mom would ask "Why aren't you studying? You should know your responsibilities and do it" and blablabla. I know she nags cause she wants whats best for me but she doesn't have to constantly remind me. I know my responsibilities, i know my capabilities, i know my limitations, i know me.
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So many things that i wanna tell you and ask you but there's just no... you and me time. I know its not your fault, its not. Even though i kinda got used to us not having time to ourselves, i find myself actually waiting for that very moment everyday.
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